New Years's thoughts..

Its been a turbulent and eventful year ...at least for me. There's always a pinge of sadness (besides new hope) hanging during the eve. I'll always look back and think about what I have achieve, have I improved as a person..have I treat my friends well...my family and loved one (I don't have by the way:( ).All of us will age by 1 year but have we wisen up?

I need a break..thanks god I'll be going to Bangkok for a holiday..it will be a longer one compared to the past few trips. Its good to get away from Singapore for a while as I am so tired with all the scenes here....everyones been working too hard and its just very concrete. The breathing pores are getting smaller and smaller. Bangkok is a good place to chill ..shoppings and rewind in the cafes and writing my journals. I like the people there too....warm, and with simple needs. Hopefully, after this trip I'll be recharged and ready to faced the pressures of everyday life.

I shall keep my resolutions close to my hearts and hopefully, I can make them come true.
To all my fellow bloggers .... lets put an end to all sadness and cheers to a new beginning!

I am sick !!!

It must be heaven's retribution thta I should fall sick on public holiday.. I suspect its stomach flu. Could it be the fried and bbq food I had over the weekends? Poor tummy! I am feeling nausea and weak all over..constantly feeling like puking and havings the runs. I have stick my 2 fingers in to my mouth and force the watever caused me the sickness...my god...I feeel so awful...going to sleep a while now....ciao...and happy hoildays to ya....:(

Ghosts of 2005

Hei! hei! hei! Hi everyone ! To my few faithful bloggers out there who bother to visit my site , its been almost a month since I blog...reason is I 've actually started my own diary. Its such a nice feeling to write when msot of the time we are so dependent on typing. Don't you all feel that our hand writing is getting from bad to worse? At least for mine...I can't recognise what I am writing..there goes my 18 years of education down the drain...no way! I will practise my handwriting everyday.

I'll still keep my blog and write ...expressing more on thoughts and not the usual rantings about everyday lowdowns..Quality stuffs..in fact I will also revamp my blog so watch out for a entire new me!

New year coming and I am looking forward to see all my friends again not so much on celebrating but more on catching up. Everyone 's been so busy thru out the year and finally we can rest a little and meet up. ..talk abt our life, career status , looking back 2005 on what we have done. can't help feeling a bit low as another year has passed and will be 1 year older. Still single and happy go lucky with a new career, feeling a tinge of loneliness perhaps I should start looking for a gf. You know as you grows older, u will mellow and no longer cheong so much..prefers to go for 1 - 1 dates in a more quiet settings. I realise that i've prefer a quiet spacious setting where I can sit comfortably and chill with friends RATHER than sweat it out on the dance floor (come on I rather sweat in the gym..at least can bathe afterwards!)..paying bucks to squeeze with ppl...but I still like the DJs .

Resolution for 2006? nah..I don't believe in that cos' everytime I did that...it won't happen! I rather keep it in my heart and celebrate when it happens.

Lately, i 've been thinking how valuable and worth of a relationship nowadays. I've seen friends kena broke off with bf/gf out of sudden after steady for months /years. The kind of reasons like guy afraid of committment but still to have fun with you...flirtatious with other gals...2 timings ...Are relationships so cheap nowadays? Back in the 60- 80ss..couples who go paktor will end up marrying and stay together till they die. They believe in marriage vows and truly be with each other in times of sickness and blah blah blah...Now, it seems ppl are marrying for wrong reasons. The most absurd i've heard is buying flats and sell out for a profit after a few years ..then divorce. Fuck up right? It really rocks my belief in marriage....haiz. If I was 21 , i wouldn't care a shit abt this...but then 30 approaching..fears and doubts creep in. Question marks lurking in my mind....????

Let nature takes its course then...see ya!