眼神

被现实推挤 梦想会变形
执着让人 觉得好吃力
我只是看着你 了解的神情
微笑杨起 又能继~~续
有时候爱是一种眼神 赶走所有苦闷
是你让我记得自己不是一个人
有你在什么都有可能 因为彼此信任
真的爱情不需要保证 (会恒温)
你从不劝我 别逆风飞行
牵手陪我 向梦前进

终于做了这个决定
别人怎么说我不理
只要你也一样的肯定
我愿意天涯海角都随你去
我知道一切不容易
我的心一直温习说服自己
最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里 你的真心

如果我的坚强任性
会不小心伤害了你
你能不能温柔提醒
我虽然心太急
更害怕错过你

爱真的需要勇气
来面对流言蜚语
只要你一个眼神肯定
我的爱就有意义
我们都需要勇气
去相信会在一起
人潮拥挤我能感觉你
放在我手心里 你的真心

现在。。未来？

不知道，未来将会 变成怎样。。现在我有点喘不过气，不管在公作， 在家庭，我总觉得什么都做不好。 我不想解释什么，也不想再多说什么，因为我不是一个轻易说出问题的人。。除非对方是我很亲密的人。。除了我母亲， 因该也只有她了。。

我很感谢她这些日子在我最无奈， 最困扰的时后无时无刻的关心我，最重要是无论她有多忙， 她还是会时常sms 我，在我最孤独的时候， 倍我。这是不能用钱来恒量的。有时后我们会料解对方在想什么， 做什么。。伤心，快乐。。。难道她就是我的soulmate吗？跟她在一起很舒服，好想我们认识很久。对她还满有好感的。。

我不知道她会怎么想，也不敢多问。。因为我很怕最糟的事会发生。。由其是现在这个period。 她在我内心里有一定的地位。我不想破坏现状。

先让我解决我的问题， 将来如果有机会的话，我想我会巡找答案。 希望不会太远吧。。。hope time is on my side.

Edging closer to ROD!!!!

Super Mike and Me...woof!

Back from reservist and this one is one of the more carefree in camp trainings I've attended. Getting nearer to ROD loh!!! 2 more high keys and I am out! For those who knows idiots about these army terms I shall explain as this will enlighten you esp.`those who are gfs as most NS guys would talk hours with their friends on this. At least you won't feel like an outcast and can impress those guys next time they have army talk again....LOL...

For every guys who have served 2.5 years in NS, they have a ORD i.e Operational Ready Date e.g. if you came out of army in 06061998 like me,.that is my ORD. From then onwards, we are deemed to be able to fight for our country using the combat skills we've learned during our NS. Most of us would go into studies after our ORD..but we will be constantly called up to go for refresher course and ICTs (In camp trainings) to brush up our combat skills so that we will not forget them.

These would be like 2/3 times per year depending how active your unit are. Those sibei siao on unit like mine ..who have won the hightly coveted 1998 Best combat unit Award...hahha...I have to boost a bit as this award usually goes to the bloody commando unit every year but we managed to snatch it right under their nose cos they mess up their '98 Atec i.e. yearly assessment on army combat performance. Serve them right!!! They sibei cocky loh ...think their red beret very hao lian. Knns...go eat shit lah! LOL....

In the past for ORD ppl like me, we have to go thru 13 years of reservist before our unit stand down. i.e. become inactive. Recently, the gahmen announced that it will be shortened to 10 years...hooray..that the only good thing the army does in recent years..... For reservist, we have to serve 7 high keys and 7 low keys within 10 years...i.e high = 2/3 weeks of ICT including field camps and major exercises...very siong one! Low = few days of courses or in camp hoilday...doing nothing but play cards and booze..muhahah..

So far I have attended 5 high keys and 2 low ones...so that means I 'll still have 2 more high to go b4 I ROD...Ready Operation Date! Its like retirement for me loh...I'll be only activated only when real war starts..knn..how can that happen...muahhahaha...

My recent one is the 5th and I've got a service award for that...felt some pride lah...after all, NS to me is all about male bonding....going thru mud, sweat, bloood and lots of card playing...hhaa..

All my men have 7 high keys already cos they din defer like me for studies..haiz..next in camp might not see them again...they are a really noisy bunch ...imagine playing cards and boozing in their underwear till 3 am every night...shout here and there like their house..walking naked ...they brought out the worst in males...but that's the way they are lah...ouside @ work..they are more tamed ...wat to do...only in reservist we can release our pressure and have fun and be merry in our true self. Somehow I like them the way as hokkien peng are lidat wat....noisy but true.

We have combat shoots in this 1 week ICT...but the bloody rain kept stalling us ..knnn else I've get the $200 for marksman. It was pouring ...drizzling...then pouring again...knn...imagine shooting in the rain...cold...soggy...carry the bloody 3kg rifle walking up and down the muddy slope...its a good thing that no accidents happen cos we are using live rounds...Everyone kiasi...very careful ..hahahah. but its fun than watching war movies...when the hell ppl get to fire live rounds???only in NS...see we guys are so fortunate and we get paid to do it! Too bad we can't do the night shoot due to the rain.

Gotten some knocks and cuts here and there but its pretty normal...not as nimble and strong as b4 ..haiz...time flies..soon to be ROD next year. Heard my next high key is 2 weeks in Sept @Pulau Tekong!!!Walan ehhh...bloody hell...how to book out??? Book out can do wat??Take bum boat back to Singapore ??KNNCCB...might as well go jetty to fish and bbq!muhahahaaa

Looking forward to ROD before 32!! Hippee!!!

我的魔术宝箱

我有个魔术宝箱， 里面有永远吃不完的令食， 因为我会不时装满它。
其实我不常吃令食， 通常是当我不开心的时后才会吃。。。所以希望我不会须要经常扑满它。。。希望繁脑能远离我。。



朋友， 谢谢你的鼓励！

全世界失眠

想起我不完美 你会不会
逃离我生命的范围
想著你的滋味 我会不会
把这个枕头 变得甜美
*想起白天的約会 忘了晚上的咖啡
只怕感情如潮水 远离我梦中的堡垒
*一个人失眠 全世界失眠
无辜的街灯 守候明天
幸福的失眠 只是因为害怕闭上眼
如何想你想到六点 如何爱你爱到终点
(一个人失眠 全世界失眠
无辜的街灯 守候明天
幸福的失眠 只是因为害怕闭上眼
如何想你想到六点
如何爱你爱到终点
如何爱你爱到终点
想起我的时候 你会不会
好像我一样 不能睡
想像你的曖昧 我会不会
数不到绵羊 一双一对
*repeat