Ghosts of 2005

Hei! hei! hei! Hi everyone ! To my few faithful bloggers out there who bother to visit my site , its been almost a month since I blog...reason is I 've actually started my own diary. Its such a nice feeling to write when msot of the time we are so dependent on typing. Don't you all feel that our hand writing is getting from bad to worse? At least for mine...I can't recognise what I am writing..there goes my 18 years of education down the drain...no way! I will practise my handwriting everyday.

I'll still keep my blog and write ...expressing more on thoughts and not the usual rantings about everyday lowdowns..Quality stuffs..in fact I will also revamp my blog so watch out for a entire new me!

New year coming and I am looking forward to see all my friends again not so much on celebrating but more on catching up. Everyone 's been so busy thru out the year and finally we can rest a little and meet up. ..talk abt our life, career status , looking back 2005 on what we have done. can't help feeling a bit low as another year has passed and will be 1 year older. Still single and happy go lucky with a new career, feeling a tinge of loneliness perhaps I should start looking for a gf. You know as you grows older, u will mellow and no longer cheong so much..prefers to go for 1 - 1 dates in a more quiet settings. I realise that i've prefer a quiet spacious setting where I can sit comfortably and chill with friends RATHER than sweat it out on the dance floor (come on I rather sweat in the gym..at least can bathe afterwards!)..paying bucks to squeeze with ppl...but I still like the DJs .

Resolution for 2006? nah..I don't believe in that cos' everytime I did that...it won't happen! I rather keep it in my heart and celebrate when it happens.

Lately, i 've been thinking how valuable and worth of a relationship nowadays. I've seen friends kena broke off with bf/gf out of sudden after steady for months /years. The kind of reasons like guy afraid of committment but still to have fun with you...flirtatious with other gals...2 timings ...Are relationships so cheap nowadays? Back in the 60- 80ss..couples who go paktor will end up marrying and stay together till they die. They believe in marriage vows and truly be with each other in times of sickness and blah blah blah...Now, it seems ppl are marrying for wrong reasons. The most absurd i've heard is buying flats and sell out for a profit after a few years ..then divorce. Fuck up right? It really rocks my belief in marriage....haiz. If I was 21 , i wouldn't care a shit abt this...but then 30 approaching..fears and doubts creep in. Question marks lurking in my mind....????

Let nature takes its course then...see ya!