pain in the ass...

anyone had any experience what a pain in the ass feels like? It feels like fire stinging your skin everytime you try to sit down!! fine..I got piles...one big fucking one near my ass ...I even took pics about it using my digi cam...must see how serious it is wat...looks gruesome...It hurts like hell when I shit!!! i swear I had blood running down the toilet bowl:O

I can't even sit properly nowadays..at home, mrt, buses...I had to shift sideways and these must have incur some strange stares from ppl...they could have thought I am a sissy or tyring to act funny! luckily in my line of job..I get to stand for hours...used to it..

spoils my mood and my off day...I don't feel like going out :(